last post for the sem..
literally i think this will be my last post before exams begin.. technically it doesn't take long to post an entry.. but then again there really isn't very much material to write about since the next 3 weeks or so will be intensive mugging, mugging and mugging still..glad that i gained back my independence and my rationality.. so i'm in self control now.. looking back at the past week was an interesting experience.. but somewhat silly when i think about it now.. haha.. nonetheless i've really learnt a lot in the process.. learnt a lot from him and learnt a lot about myself.. :)
achieving my focus for the past 2 days.. taking everything in my stride.. taking everything more as a bonus.. happy with myself that i've been rather productive in mugging.. so i think i'm actually only starting full force mugging now.. hahaha.. it's always like that.. but i'm glad i'm achieving it though its a little.. well.. delayed.. hmm..
lots of extra stuff popping out of the blue.. though they are things to be happy about.. well some of them.. monday i went for a minor surgery to perform excision of a growth which has been there for like.. as long as i can remember.. it's neveus sebaceous.. hmm think i spelt it wrong but can't really be bothered to check it out.. anyway the process was interesting.. but come to think of it i think i'm quite brave.. after 2 doses of anesthetic on the area the doctor starting cutting.. and suddenly i could feel her cutting.. and then i started to panic.. asked her whether i'm supposed to be feeling anything.. and i wasn't supposed to.. hmm so there are another dose of anesthetic immediately.. haha to think i could withstand the pain of cutting my flesh.. sounds a little disgusting i noe.. so now i've got a centipede-looking wound beside of my ear with 3 stitches.. and the stitching process really felt like she was sewing.. haha..
my car died on me on the same day.. but very fortunate coz my dad was around when it happened.. haha i was so shocked when the car couldn't start! haha battery went flat.. but was really quite impressed with the service of performance motors.. from the moment we called them to the time it was repaired, it was only a little more than half an hour! very professional pple really..
received an email, or actually many emails, with regard to the invitation to UCC to listen to President Bush's remarks that he's gonna make in NUS.. hahaha.. honestly i was really quite grogy coz i juz woke up.. then saw the email and i actually thot it was a joke! haha ok i admit.. haven't really been following the news in that sense.. but actually quite honoured to be also placed in a 'strategic location'.. though that means another afternoon gone.. well guess it's one in a lifetime..
meeting up pple in this critical period.. hmm i should be feeling like every minute is very impt and should be invested in my books.. but somehow i'm more able to balance stuff.. could spare some time for old friends.. spare some time for family.. spare some time for doing the stuff that is necessary.. but the stress is nonetheless there.. very evident.. but it comes and goes during this period of time.. sometimes i start feeling extremely obliged to perfom and start panicking.. but sometimes i feel like everything is within control and planning.. well i guess this is juz wad happens la..
everyone seems to be studying really hard now.. the library's been really full lately.. and the whole world seems to be there.. glad that i found my motivation in certain pple.. glad that i sorted things out so positively.. glad that i managed to realise that i'm not in the shadow of another again.. once again to my frens.. thank you! and wishing u all the very best in exams! :)
JIAYOU!
rebec inspired @ 1:32 AM
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