Wednesday, February 14, 2007

happy first anniversary!

happy first anniversary to my blog - my inspiration.. which so happened to be on valentine's day! :)

i still have to say the cliched phrase.. time flies.. it was a year ago when all the blogging started.. and in turn i started to open up my thoughts to all who is willing to read.. i'm grateful to my avid readers and those who bothered to find out how i was doing and keep up with my life..

honestly i thought nothing much has happened and that this one year has just been another year gone unnoticed.. yet when i look back this year has been one of the most exciting ones in my life.. where friendships blossom, challenges taken, expectations rise, myself in the process to be found.. and this first anniversary is also for the real reason this blog was set up.. and for the wishes i wished for that developed into existence.. amazing as it was..

as so much has happened for the past couple of weeks.. it has also painfully brought different meanings to different people.. to learn to cherish is so impt yet so easily forgotten.. it should not even take a special ocassion to show the love for the ones around us.. and perhaps wad we really wish for is wad we miraculously already have..

Sunday, February 04, 2007

永远在心里

心中终于获得了一种反常的平静。鼓起万分的勇气,想为你写上曾经让你感动的字句。我的无能为力,或许也只能以此的微薄之力作为补偿。事实上,我不知应该从何开始,更不愿在何处结束。而想要以文字叙述任何人的心情,也只会是徒然。。

两天前挥别的那一幕,我相信我这辈子都不会忘记。那灿烂的笑容,亲切的声音,熟悉的身影。。似乎时不时会联想起于你共度的点点滴滴。。而这一切包含的欢笑与美丽,会是我永远把你放在心中影象。。失去你的痛,我不知道你是否能够想象。。但我没有意愿描写,不单单是因为我不懂得描写,也是应为我相信你不愿目睹你至亲好友为你沉浸于悲伤之中。。

你所带给我们的种种快乐,换来了今日的伤心泪水。。但泪水过后,我们的快乐才是回报你用心良苦最好的结果。。我不知道需要多久的时间,才能够让我们真正开怀而去了解。。从接受到悲痛到平静到康复,我们都很努力地去摸索和寻找。。已经放弃追问那似乎不再重要的理由,我也只能希望曾经打动过你的文字,能够启发疼爱你的朋友学着珍惜自己,带着有你的美好记忆,代替你继续积极地偿尽人生的多姿多彩。。

深深相信你会如同我们每个人的记忆中如此快乐。。也因为你才给了我坚持下去的勇气,去帮助他人的力量。。请不要质疑。。你永远永远都会在我们的心里。。