high and low...
today's been a super eventful day.. eventful as in busy, frantic, hectic, wadever.. juz emotional highs and lows la..haha waking me up at 7 plus means that it's not a very good start to the day.. very suprisingly i was on time for the osa meeting for stompaids.. thot we could settle lots of stuff one shot today at the meeting.. in terms of the location.. in the end i guess we were at a losing end in that we noe there really isn't anything much they could help in terms to pushing other activities backwards juz to get the location for us for that day.. thot it was their fault in not fulfilling their promise of blocking out the area, but in the end.... well i guess it was ours.. totally felt like it's just something out there stopping us from winning this thing.. coz previously i got really upset about our poor relationship with the organisers of stompaids.. well well.. i remember the 4 of us sitting outside osa trying to meditate and think of how to fire fight.... it's always the small little things we assume is correct ending up causing some huge problems.. but i'm glad we went asap coz it really puts us out of the assumptions and back on the ground to solve the problem.. not entirely resolved but i guess there are ways la...
went back home after we went to macs west coast for breakfast.. did a bit of work, then decided to go home to slp before our meeting with the organisers.. ok this time was my fault.. coz i was really lazy to leave home early.. in the end i frantically left home at 2.35pm thinking that i may be able to reach at 3pm, not knowing that the way i thot of how to go there was really the long roundabout way.. in the end i was panicking.. trying to find out the directions while contacting others we might be there early.. in the end everyone else seems later then me... so i really really panicked coz i din want to worsen our relationship with them by being late for their meeting.. in the end i reached hpb slightly later than 3, but realised i din noe exactly where it was.. after much phone calls, we realised we were at the wrong place.. miscomm yet again!!! ahhh... i was very upset, decided to just stay there till the other meeting at 4 @ hpb.. heh in the end i think they thot it was their mistake.. so not so bad.. :)
did a bit of networking with hpb pple, decided to sit in the room to wait till the meeting at 4pm.. realised a lot of good news in terms of sponsorship.. decided that this is a good day afterall.. and then the talk started abt the media release on monday and all.. and then while my spirits were quite high, we got some feedback abt our presentation and posters being too dramatic/controversial respectively.. i dunno wad effect it had on the rest, i was really quite saddened and demoralised.. and when i thot that it was gonna end as a bad day...
good news came.. and this is individual good news which is keeping my spirits up once more.. received a message from my fren saying that i got full marks!!! haha.. ok i noe it's a bit cocky but i'm juz happy abt it.. but afraid of the pressure i'm gonna put on myself and the expectations from my peers.. i guess many pple start to help me check my results coz they can remember my matric no... this is the second time this sem i didn't check my own results.. ohoh and another better news is... i'm richer!!!!!! yay.. haha.. got the study award from business school.. not too sure how much it is.. but yey! the money will come in next sem i think.. but i guess it's the prestige also... :)
was thinking abt the case club proposal i received.. was thinking of the different ways in which in can be done.. but it really got me thinking quite a bit last week.. on top of the many things i have to think abt.. but juz glad that my mid terms are all over.. everything is still so abstract in my mind abt the idea.. and i really feel quite lost without big bro in school.. really missed him that day.. but i got to noe some stuff that i'm happy to noe through this case club proposal.. haha though i really find it shocking.. but still.. very honoured and flattered.. glad that i've got really good seniors around and of course my big bro to ask.. still in the loop.. but after realising that they only offer year 3s the opportunity for external case, maybe the selections itself will let them do sth about getting their own training or wadever... put on hold... though i have my own reasons why i want it to go on..
a bit tired of doing stuff.. well there are really times i hope to juz sit down in the library everyday doing my school work.. instead of running around all the time tied up with activities.. but then again is this wad uni is abt? keeping urself busy and active.. my goal for next year is clear already.. i'll take part in most of the competitions which are offered to us.. as in the big names la.. juz wanna gain experience and presentation skills.. :)
rebec inspired @ 7:05 PM
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