Tuesday, September 12, 2006

handing over

i haven't been the freer person i hoped to be after that faithful day.. 7th of Sept AGM.. my official handing over for the BizAd Club MC publications director position to the incoming 20th MC.. A relief i cannot really describe.. the fact not yet sunk in coz of the little loose ends i have to tie up for my successor.. nonetheless it means that my obligations end there..

jaded.. a word my friend used to describe we pple who have been through MC for one year.. i would like to think of it more of being seasoned.. experienced in our arena.. or perhaps overly experienced that we would like to stay away from it for a long while.. perhaps to took up sth beyond wad i could do.. perhaps i was not a good leader to start off with.. but definitely that one year term of office did sth to me..

i would have been harsh to say that the organisation has given me nothing.. perhaps i would have thot so before that.. but during AGM, when we were dressed so formally during an official handover, not only have all of us grown up, i also believe that bizad club has grown up too.. grown in the direction with all our inputs.. all our efforts.. and thinking of that all, for a committee made up of pple from diverse backgrounds, to achieve a certain synergy and understanding though we do not really interfere with one another's work is amazing.. and invaluable.. and the experience as a fire fighter.. and my own achievements..

lost.. another fellow colleague mentioned.. suddenly without such extra work from bizad club.. perhaps we'll realise after our lessons that we are so free.. and prob we won't be used to it.. haha.. interesting thot.. and i believe it'll exist in all of us.. but i noe i'll enjoy those free times at the moment..

as i hand over officially, i'll like to wish the committee all the best.. as for me.. life hasn't been too free.. in fact it's still been on the contrary.. with case and stompaids on hand now.. the hand over to a successor is for this year.. but prob i'll be successors to more than one organisation in the next.. hmm.. when will i ever be free?