high @ infautuation mos!
yep.. it's 2.32am.. i should be still @ mos if not for me forgetting to bring the key home.. i almost thot i'll be home at 10pm or sth.. right after the pageant programmes ended.. coz we were missing some happening people to bring out the fun in the lot.. i was looking for pple to hang out with.. then i suddenly felt a little lost as to who to look out for.. in the end everyone seemingly ended up outside, quite bored and tired..with some company which i normally don't hang out with.. unexpectedly i had lots of fun till the extent that staying till morn did cross my mind.. of course i didn't in the end.. i'll juz get killed by my parents.. but i really must thank someone out there.. not naming here juz to prevent unnecessary scandals of any type.. haha.. but a cup of beer, some vodka sprite and 2 tequila shots.. it juz get me going.. technically i'm still a little unlike myself now.. seriously only both of us will noe how unlike ourselves we were.. but it was an enjoyable experience.. without the normal self restraint and burden of life..
passerbys muz have thot we were a couple.. but listening to our conversation would prove otherwise.. although he did tell me some stuff which i felt flattered by.. i once again only managed to speak of some truth in my feelings.. i named one.. but the other.. i was still afraid to tell.. i walked past him 4 times tonight.. in the club.. 4 times i was with different guys and our conversation was no more than words of acknowledgement..
carrying a big metal box with the video cam and the camera inside was definitely a hassle.. but thx a lot to many gentlemen who offered to help me with my cam.. ended up the cam wasn't such a problem to me anymore.. haha.. and thanks so much to those we helped me out in taking photos and videos! :) i can't thank you guys enough.. i was thinking of frens.. and i thank those frens who lend a supporting hand from below when i'm sinking down from pressure or depression..
it feels like a night whereby u do crazy things and u noe that tmr morn.. u'll either forget abt them totally and be the prim and proper self again.. but meanwhile u enjoy the night without that self restraint, without pretending that u are alright.. this is the night.. high~
rebec inspired @ 2:34 AM
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